I find myself showing this over exaggerated painful grin as in trying to make a point that i can look happy.. but when i try to actually smile, and its not the same. it doesn’t look right, just out of place.

this is the worst thing about being who ive become..im no longer genuine, im just an over exaggeration of a being.

Anonymous asked:

Do you have someone special in your life.. that you feel you can go to for anything? Such as, for support, for motivation and love, maybe a laugh.

yeah i feel like i do.. but even having a significant other in my life, i still feel so alone.